Going Over Alone!

The other mom, Christy, had a medical emergency this morning, so I'm heading off to Kazakhstan by myself. Please wish me good luck. I'm currently a massive swirling vortex of different feelings, with a big dose of adrenallin making it all seem ok. I miss Ethan so much and look forward to his hugs and kisses -- about 48 hours from now. At the same time the trip seems scarey, with language issues, etc., plus missing Mark.